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March 23, 2006

Surprised?

I am still here, a little more worn at the edges than when we last spoke, but I AM still in this.
Lessons from the last year, the short list:
- Looking at my lofty resolutions from last year about making life-altering changes, it occured to me after completely breaking them, that resolution lists can quickly become suicide notes when it becomes a silent testimony to your failures and crushed dreams. I really need to be more gentle with myself. I guess that finding that balance between pushing myself and self-forgiveness when disappointment comes is something I could think more about with the belief that awareness goes a long way toward problem solving, right?
More to come, typing with one shaky hand is very frustrating and tiring, but I still dearly love to write. God, how will I ever live without being able to write from my inside like this?
I'm happy to be back on Health Diaries, thank you for keeping this diary active.

Posted by Lalo at 7:46 PM | Comments (2)