Well, Fat “A” lost another 3 lbs

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Blood Pressure: 162/81 Pulse: 72

I was so excited today to see this! Not to show up the unenlightened man who called me that yesterday morning, but because last night I was so hungry between about 10 PM and Midnight. That infomercial was the perfect reminder of my journey and how possible it is that someday I will be a thinner, healthier person physically. I went to bed and slept through the night. First time in forever it seems. I didn’t even drink water before I went to bed to quell the hunger pangs, which meant I didn’t have to jump up all night to run to the bathroom. I am so proud of myself. Out of all the weight I’ve lost and will lose, this last 3 lbs means so much because I worked through what would normally be a really rough emotional day for me. I triumphed! Those 3 lbs …Sheesh I’d knew I’d cry. There’s something about realizing you have strength you didn’t know you had especially when it involves saving yourself, and treating yourself good. Before now it was so hard to have hope. It’s still not easy when I feel the thickness of my thighs and the big chunks of flesh hanging on me to think that someday I will have a normal looking body, but the laws of physics act upon just like everything else on this earth, and that means with less input and more output, you lose! Or I win, depending on your point of view.

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