Definitely time for a Daniel Fast

I’m sure not off to the big start I’d hoped for, but then again I did have another piece of chocolate today, small, but still chocolate. If I have to have it for some reason it’s going to be small. I decided on soup to take care of my massive hunger cravings. I made split pea soup with lots of veggies in it. It’s been cool lately so that works. I feel like my post beating Post traumatic stress syndrome is rearing it’s ugly head. I’m flailing at the moment with writing and “where to be” period. I don’t really know what’s got me spooked to the point of wanting chocolate or having trouble focusing. My sweetheart is less than 20lbs from when he was in high school. He’s coming down as I’ve gone up. Oh irony. Anyways I’m clearly not happy, my sleep is shit again. I’m going to go read and try to work on my outline again. Honestly my hopes aren’t that good for tomorrow, but well. Ah, tomorrow I hope my blood pressure will go down at least!

158/80 BP 80 pulse - up -02- Total Lost 015 - 401 till Goal

Foods Eaten: Cup of Black-eyed peas, fun sized candy bar, split pea soup, and handful of celery, breakfast sausage links, tea

Posted by ijellorca on October 10, 2006 4:23 PM | DIGG | del.icio.us | furl