October 19, 2004
But not cutting. Why not
But not cutting.
Why not cutting? I miss it so much. It's cold here; we all wear long sleeves now anyway. I'm not worth it. I can't cope without it. I feel like if I start again I'll spiral, but if I don't, I'll implode.
Isn't imploding worse? God, I want it to be.
Posted by Maya on October 19, 2004 09:41 PM
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i cut too....i'm sorry that you have to go through it. it is an amazing thing, and yet is a curse. i hope you find the courage and the strength to find the girl inside yourself. take care. love, heidi
Posted by: heidi at June 3, 2005 08:34 AM