August 15, 2004
The insanity of the insomnia!
The insanity of the insomnia!
It's 3 am and I'm awake again. I've tried so hard to get to sleep, to have a good sleeping pattern for college. I want to make a list of my problems so far. They seem to be multiplying. (I'm big on lists.)
Things Wrong With Me
- Clinically Depressed
- Cutter
- Anxiety
- Obsessive Compulsive Tendencies
- Bipolar II
- Insomnia
- Overweight
And there's the whole overanalyzation/overemotional thing. But that's not really classifiable.
I've been watching the Olympics, which is fun. My boyfriend makes fun of me because I would never otherwise watch beach volleyball or water polo or any of it, but I like watching the Olympics. I told him they were special, even though I don't really think they are, but it feels special to watch things I wouldn't normally watch, and I like that I can prove exceptions so easily for it. If saying "It's the Olympics!" is enough to convince someone of its importance, then isn't it important?
I feel so bad for imposing myself on my boyfriend. The poor guy is in love with a crazy girl.
Posted by Maya on August 15, 2004 11:57 PM