Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team
November 2, 2006
not feeling right.....
i'm not doing well at the moment. i was in bed trying to fall asleep but i can't. i feel anxious and all jumpy inside but it's sort of different from the usual anxiety. i can't really explain. i don't know how. i just don't feel right. it started yesterday. last night wasn't too good. then the feelings weren't so present at work today, which was good, but they have been back since i've been home tonight. there are a lot of feelings along the line of "i'm just no good". but it seems more than that. i feel despair and desperation i think too. i don't really know for sure. i just know i don't feel right and it feels strong and powerful. i don't think it's an alter. i think it's feelings. but i don't really know where they're coming from specifically and i don't know their significance right now. i'm scared.
Posted by Butterflyteam on November 2, 2006 8:32 PM
I'm sorry it's scary. New feelings can be overwhelming. Listening. Caring.:)
Posted by: The Real Me at November 4, 2006 8:29 PM
