Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team
April 27, 2006
ugh!!!
sleeping or should i say lack of sleeping just sucked tonight!!! i don't know WHAT is going on! i had terrible anxiety all evening and couldn't settle down enough to fall asleep. somewhere around 1:00 i started to fall asleep but could not stay asleep for longer than 10 or 15 minutes. i know i woke up suddenly a few times feeling so startled and afraid. i remember turning the tv back on around 2:00. a little while after that i must have fallen asleep again only to keep waking up every few minutes. when i woke up at 4:00, i couldn't fall back asleep so i've been up since then. it's now a little after 5:00. so i'm not sure i managed to get more than an hour's worth of sleep all together. i am exhausted and still very anxious. my stomach hurts too. i have a very long day ahead of me. i have to give a state science test. it's the performance part where the kids go to different stations and work on different hands on activities. we set up all the activities in the gym and i'm just constantly on the move all day walking around to each station answering questions and explaining what to do. there is no possible time to take a break.
i wish so much that i could swallow a pill that would just knock me out completely for a day or two and i could just escape!
Posted by Butterflyteam on April 27, 2006 02:00 AM
I understand. I don't get to sleep before 4am, sometimes 6am. And I wake several times each night. Littles are afraid of the night. It really sucks, doesn't it?
--- The Real Me
Posted by: The Real Me at April 27, 2006 07:50 PM
