Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team
March 02, 2006
i'm sorry...
i really don't understand. what did i do that was so bad? really - whatever it was, i'm sorry. i'm really sorry. it must have been something horrible. whatever it was, i didn't mean it. i would never, ever want to hurt anyone. i would never, ever want to bother anyone. i know i'm too much to deal with sometimes. i guess i can't blame anyone for not wanting anything to do with me after awhile. i guess when they do look deep enough, they really can see the evil inside me. i guess they were right all those years. i guess i really did have evil inside of me. but they said they would help me get it out. maybe when i betray them by telling, the evil comes back. maybe i need to go back to their side so they can help me again. i don't know. i'm just really, really sorry that i'm so bad and always cause so much trouble. i'm sorry i take up too much space. i'm sorry i make people abandon me. i'm sorry.
Posted by Butterflyteam on March 2, 2006 07:23 PM
Sweetie what is the matter? Who abandoned you? What is gio ng on? What triggered this? Talk to me!!
Posted by: Pilgrim at March 2, 2006 08:50 PM
