Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team
February 26, 2006
tough night....
i always have a hard time the night before going back to school after being off for any extended period of time. tonight has been no exception. actually the whole day. i've struggled with food. i've taken laxatives. i've cut. now, i can't sleep. ugh.... i hate this so much. there is absolutely nothing to be anxious about returning to work tomorrow. why does this always happen????? i'm so glad i'm seeing donna tomorrow. i wish i could just sit with her right now.
Posted by Butterflyteam on February 26, 2006 10:07 PM
I have the same problem, and I dont know why. It seems like the longer I'm on vacation, the harder it is to go back to work. Which is strange, because once I'm back at work, everything is FINE, and I know its going to be fine... but I do the same things. I'm sorry you had a hard night. Its after lunch there by now, and I hope you're feeling more settled and safe. You have therapy and group today I think... so I hope you will be able to find some comfort and safety again this afternoon. Thinking of you.
Pilgrim
Posted by: Pilgrim at February 27, 2006 9:46 AM
