Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team
January 16, 2006
what is happening to me!?!?
I feel so incredibly inadequate.....regarding everything.
i had lunch with a good friend today. it was nice. she is someone who i trust and can talk to about anything. i feel she understands me because her healing journey has been similar to mine. for most of the time we were together it was fine but by the end i just felt so insecure about everything. i can't get a hold of all the feelings i've been feeling. i feel like i'm going backwards. WHAT IS HAPPENING!!?? i just don't feel like i belong anywhere. i haven't been feeling wonderful these last several months but somehow i was managing. but lately i just feel like everything has spun out of control and i feel like i just can't do anything. i want to just give up. i don't feel strong enough to get through whatever is going on. i really just want to give up.
Posted by Butterflyteam on January 16, 2006 01:11 PM
