Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team
January 24, 2005
punsihment...
2 hours. i exercised for 2 straight hours. mainly running on the treadmill and then some other exercises. i was exhausted but i had to keep going. it was punishment for screwing things up and not going to see donna. so i decided i must punish myself for the 2 hours that i would have been in the group with donna. it was just somrthing that had to be done
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This is JP. I needed to stop her from writing anymore. She doesn't really understand all that is going on. Tomorrow is a full moon. She doesn't understand all of what that represents. I think she will need to soon. However, some of us inside definitely know what this time of the month represents and what will happen. She fell apart last month right before the full moon. And it has happened again this month. I wish Donna would have some insight into these things and anticipate them and help her through them.
Posted by Butterflyteam on January 24, 2005 5:56 PM
Hey, JP.... I'm interested in your thoughts, if you'd like to write them down. What does the full moon represent to you guys? What do you and the others need so that y'all can feel better? You're smart and so are the others-- surely you've got some ideas. Share them.
Jen-- I understand the need to punish yourself, but please take care of yourself. You're having a rough time right now. Its important to take care of yourself hon. I'm listening and here for you if you need to talk.
Posted by: Pilgrim at January 24, 2005 6:33 PM
