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May 23, 2005

Musings of a Madwoman

Time does fly. It has been 3 months since my last entry. It was my intention to stay on course with this current treatment and give you some sort of progress report. But I can tell you that this is a marathon - not a sprint. I wrote the following letter to my energy group.

Musings of a Mad Woman:

An interesting comment my doctor made during my visit with him on Friday: I was mentioning about having so many pathogens and so much die-off and daily herxing. He said that we probably have more pathogens in our bodies than we have "ourselves" in our bodies. I can see that it will take a long time for our body's immune systems to recover enough to kill off (no matter what path of treatment we follow) a majority of the pathogens that make us the sickest and therefore to begin to feel better. Our immune system wages a continuous battle - and our immune systems have been completely overrun and have to pull themselves up out of the muck of pathogens and continue fighting. So it ends up being a continuous battle followed by a continuous dumping of toxic garbage. It also seems to me that after only 5 months of energy transmissions, that it is most unlikely that we would even feel a little better. Most likely that we would feel horrible. And so on perhaps for a long time! i.e.: Improved Immune Systems = Killing pathogens = Dumping of toxins = Feeling crappy = Progress :).

So that is the jist of my entry this date, 5/23/05, I'm still hanging in there, trying to get the most I can from the methods I am using (samento and energy and non-toxic living) and having a long long way to go.

I appreciate your strength and your support for me during this long long lonesome road.

Posted by Laureen at 8:21 PM | Comments (3)