February 1, 2005

Pity Party-Your all invited!!

Damn it is already feb and I am still not back in my house and I am starting to go back into a full fledged flare and I know if I call my doctor she is going to put me back in the hospital again-in some ways that would not be bad-I would get out of being at my dads but my kids would never forgive me. It is not my dad at all it is just that I want my home back so bad.

So now today I have dedicated todays entry to feel sorry for me!! LOL
Just so you know you are justified in joining me-here is why I am throwing this party today.

1. I am homeless (temporarily still but hard)

2. I am flaring

3. I am married to someone who does not understand at all

4. I have two teenagers complete with the angst but without a room to go to

5. I am in so much pain yet due to financial reasons I have to be at work

6. I had to move by myself at work due to the lights and noise so I am so isolated and lonely some days

7. My hands are swollen and I am crying in order to type this or anything at my job

8. My dog has had to go stay somewhere else and I miss him like crazy.

9. My cat is getting sicker and sicker by the day and I expect her to not be around much longer.

And the final reason I am having this pity party is

10. With the meds I am on I can not drink BEER!!!!!!! LOL

Thanks for coming and please at least RSVP

Keep smiling :)

Posted by Lisa on February 1, 2005 6:58 AM