January 15, 2005
Xrays and Blood work for breakfast-YUMMY!
I have never spent so much time with a needle in my life as I have since my dx!! It seems like every time I turn around they want more blood. I wonder if they take all of it and give me brand new blood if I could be cured? LOL-just joking. Anyway, my mobile home should be moved tuesday so if all goes according to plan with the utilities and such hopefully I can be home friday!! I need to be home so badly. I have no other desire to be anywhere else at the moment. Yesterday we had to go winterize the lines and when I walked in my home I started bawling like a baby. Me who according to all my friends-likes to live in a sterile enviroment-had to see mud tracked through my house, all my possesions laying down, it was just alot emotionally to deal with. It seems like these things keep happening. My husband said maybe moving to parkersburg will change our luck since belpre has not been so good to us. We did find a lot in a very nice park and I hope it is going to work out well for us.
The cold weather has came and of course with it the swollen painful joints that make one wish they could cut off the offending parts of course in my case that would be too many parts LOL.
My daughter is going to stay with a friend tonite and I think my son might also-at least they will get a break then. I thin I will make my husband take me to visit Steve and Kelly tonite since I need to get out also for awhile. IT would rally help my attitude quite a bit to just get away for awhile. Sometimes a change of scenery is a great thing!
Posted by Lisa on January 15, 2005 12:32 PM