January 21, 2005
12 Degrees and Major Objection
We have two to three inches of snow on the ground-not enough to not have to go to work but enough to make the roads dangerous. My dad drove me to work today so I would not have to attempt it. I told him though I have a doctor appointment but he still insisted on bringing me which I greatly appreciate as I do not like driving on snowy or icy roads, I really do not even like driving in th rain. One of the things I have had to get used to is that I am now even more nervous of a person than I was before.
I am in so much pain again. My mother in law said it is possible to build up a tolerance to the lortab so she advised me to get my doctor to switch me to something else like percocette or percodan or she also said they can give you presription demerol or dilidan like what they gave me in the hospital and that helped alot-so I will talk to her today and see what she reccomends-I know that I have to ge able to get a break from the pain. The other day a new area was causing me so much pain I thought I was going to die-it was my jawbone! I never expected it to hurt-I did not eat anything for two days! It was so bad I could not stop crying. Anyway, all the pain killers in the world did not help it.
We are still staying at my fathers due to the weather they can not move my mobile home yet. Don't get me wrong-I am grateful but I want to go home so bad and it seems like I never will be home again!!
Anyhow I will probaly update after my doctors appointment see how my blood came out and see what she decides to do for me as far as adjusting my pain meds goes.
Keep smiling :)
Posted by Lisa on January 21, 2005 05:05 AM