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September 11, 2004
Doing a little better...
Well I have definitely been doing better.. I never made a meal plan like I said I was going to, but somehow I am still doing better. I think that the fact that I started school again is helping because I am there until 3 every day. Then I come home and do homework or sleep. I hope I don't jinx myself by writing this, haha. My mood is better since I've been handling the eating situation more. I am trying very hard. Though I haven't made a meal plan, I have still been able to eat regular meals and not b/p. I stop right when I am full and I don't eat when I am not hungry. I find things to keep my mind off of it. Since I haven't been purging, I am not eating as much as I should because I always feel guilty when I eat and keep it in me, but at least I am not purging. That actually puts me in a worse mood than not eating enough. Hopefully things keep going well... I am feeling very optimistic right now. :)
To Eldalote (I think that is how to spell it...): Thank you for your replies. I am not sure how to exchange e-mail addresses but I would definitely like to. We should figure out a way.
Posted by babygoddess100 at September 11, 2004 07:13 PM