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August 27, 2004

Depressed

I've been feeling tired, lethargic and overwhelmed with things lately. Signs of mild depression I guess. I will talk to my T about it tomorrow. My appetite has been decent and I've not lost a bunch of weight so that is good!

Posted by Kathy at 09:40 AM | Comments (0)

ONe thing I don't understand....

There has always been several things about my having anorexia that eludes me. It's very important to me that my abs are tight and flat. I wonder what that means????

Posted by Kathy at 09:40 AM | Comments (0)

August 15, 2004

Things are pretty much the same....

Things with me are pretty much the same. There have been a few challenges but on the whole I have handled them ina much more healthy manner. I do feel that as much as I exercise my stomach will just not get as flat as it did in my younger years...which does bug me. But other than that I'm doing pretty well.

Posted by Kathy at 11:36 AM | Comments (0)

August 12, 2004

The Latest...

Well, my son is still in the psych hospital and I find it getting to me. This time I'm using food for comfort....which is quite different for me. Usually what comforts me is NOT eating. I don't know where this new found behavior is from.

Posted by Kathy at 12:20 AM | Comments (0)

August 05, 2004

Upside down and inside out...

That's how I feel. Things with my schizophrenic son ( who is in a Psych hosp) change on a daily and hourly basis which is driving me bonkers. One time he will stay where he is at til a SIP apartment opens up for him. The next person I talk to says..."what?? keep him waiting in the hospital till one opens up? Like I am some sort of criminal for keeping my son in a safe place. How would they like to live with someone who recently had a homicidal psychotic episode? I don't think so.

So...it has been difficult...with hard decisions to be made. At times I feel like I can't handle it anymore and I will call my church and ask them to start praying for me....my son and this whole situation.

Posted by Kathy at 10:04 AM | Comments (0)