July 15, 2004

Getting Nervous....

Yesterday I was in training for my new job for 7 hours. Today I will finish up the computer generated testing and on Saturday & Sunday I will be in cashier training out in the public from 9 am till 5 pm. I cannot begin to describe how terrified I feel!!! I have done so poorly at other jobs that I was once demoted. And it was due to my having mental illnesses. I switched the time I take some of my meds so I won't look like I am sleepwalkig during the day. I have serious doubts about me being able to learn how to do a cashier. I have a normal IQ....but I just don't do well....at least not in the past.

However, thanks to my God, my therapist and my own determination I will get out on that floor on the weekend and pull off as great of a job as is possible for me!!!

Posted by Kathy on July 15, 2004 04:11 AM