Really Tough Times

Having a really hard time the last month or so. There isn't a lot to say about it other than that its lousy. Our therapist has had a lot going on in her life and so she's had to change our appointment times around to different times, different days, and sometimes completely cancelling sessions. Then the past few days we haven't heard from her at all. It has been just impossible inside. We made the mistake of opening up to her about some really hard things the one night we got to meet with her, and boy was THAT the wrong can of worms to open up right before she'd be cancelling more sesions. Its stuff we just aren't able to deal with on our own. So mentally, things have gotten messy. The kids are losing trust in our T by the minute, the bully and Missy are convinced that we're being punished and should never have trusted her to begin with, and some of the little ones are convinced she's going to be just like Sharon and leave us forever.
The only good thing is that all this inside stuff going on has left us with a permanent stomach ache we've lost a little weight over being so worried and anxious all the time.
So things are hard right now. We are having to keep everything stuffed inside and its not much fun. We just miss our T and desperately need to get therapy back on a regular schedule.

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