Sad Dream
I had another dream about Sharon last night. I had a tough evening yesterday because the rainy wet weather reminded me about a day of therapy I had with her that was especially meaningful and helpful. So I spent the evening crying about how much I missed her. Then last night I had a dream about her. Finally caught up with her (I am always trying to find her in my dreams but she is always evading me, ignoring me, or yelling mean things at me.) And we were hugging each other and saying how much we missed each other. I wish I knew if she ever cared about me in the 1st place. I have a hard time believing or trusting anyone now. I wish I knew if she ever thought about me or missed me. I want her back so bad. I wish I could tell her how things are going, how different I am now. I just miss her so much that sometimes its hard to breathe.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under:
I can relate to this. It's hard to remember in the middle of that kind of sadness to cry out "Jesus!"