Not getting any better after my therapist left me
Its been a week since my therapist left me and I'm not doing any better yet. I'm not eating or sleeping yet. I don't think I've ever been this exhausted or sick feeling. Even when I want to eat, I have a very hard time forcing anything down. My nutritionist wants me just sipping some yucky Ensure. Gross. I have seen a new T for DID 3 times this week alone. She was 1 my therapist had recommended. I do not like her at all. She doesn't know about eating disorders. We're not comfortable there. Her office, her approach, her EVERYTHING is ALL WRONG. and I do want to like her but i just dont. just want MY T. The kids dont want her, dont want to trust her, dont want to let her know anything about themselves. They told her tonight they dont want her to know anything about them, they don't like her, she can't trick them into talking, they don't want her to know anything about inside., they only what S back, they're not going to tell her about their secrets, and I dont know what else. It wasn't good. We just want old T back. Thats all.There's more to it all than that, but we're way too tired to write anything else, we're so tired it just feels like if we could only sleep, we'd sleep for 100 years.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under:
Hi!
I too was forced to eat those crappy ensure. Instead, I ate ordinary chocolate milk with a couple of almonds for proteins.
If you don't want to see that new T just don't...You deserve someone who understands you!!
Don't give up
I think about you all and I miss the cute drawings you use to post somewhere else.
I wish we could be friends. So strange to have someone who seems to be so much like me living so far away in another country...
Take care everyone!!