Triggered
Things have been rather unsettled for us for a few days. It's getting better, but the past few days have been really rough so no one has written. Therapy on Tuesday was really hard-- I think we already wrote about that. Then on Thursday Jo went to see our nutritionist. I don't even want to touch on that, but it set off a lot of guilty feelings having to do with the fact that the boys eat meat while jo is a vegetarian. And we have horrible memories of seeing animals being hurt... and cannot eat meat. It let to a bad appointment. Then on Friday on Dr. Phil there was a young lady who confronted her dad, who had tortured and killed her mother when she was 2 years old. It got us so emotinal and brought on flashbacks that we can't stand to think about or put up with seeing. So the past few days have been a bit crazy. We've been doing some journaling and talking inside trying to figure out what to do. We've also been doing some research on how to work together inside better. We found some writing by someone named Sarah Lambert online who has written some helpful articles on multiplicty. Hopefully those will help.
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I just thought id say hello and let u know iv been following ur blog,
i searched for some information on DID and you came up, its been really comforting to know im not alone and i see how strong you are, i know u wont agree but you are.
anyway i just wanted to say hi, im 23 and called Jools I have Jess 23, Connie, Lily 13, Lisa, Alice 5 and Popsi 4 inside,
luv Jools