switching around inside
things are switching around inside
we have been sick, and have had a high fever. the kind where you can't get comfortable and have strange dreams, and funny things happen while you're away because your brain is too hot. it feels like my brain is moving around, like people are switching places inside. i dont know what's going on. everyone's talking back and forth. jo figured something out. she can write about it later. we keep switching so fast, like we're a revolving door turning around too quickly. missed two days of work but its ok. sleeping on the couch having funny dreams and trying to write in our journal but i dont know if anything makes sense. inside we hear dad yelling, and the ex boyfriend yelling, and can't tell if its real or a dream or a nightmare or a flashback. its hard to tell. dumb fever. its hard to tell if you're awake or asleep. maybe nothing i say makes sense.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under:
Confusion on top of feeling ill.... just not fair. Hope you feel better soon. Make sure to drink a lot of water and some sports drinks and juice. We want you strong and well soon.
hope you feel better soon!
jax