This totally wasn't fair.

Today at therapy was completely not fair.
I know she thinks she doing the right thing but it isn't.
But who's going to listen to me? I'm just a "Fragment" and not a real person.
I heard that word come out of her mouth.
T didn't want to talk to anyone but Pilgrim today.
Wouldn't let Mae talk.
Wouldn't let me talk. I said "I understand" but I said that just to be nice so I wouldn't get in trouble.
What does she think she's accomplishing by making Pilgrim be there when Pilgrim doesn't want to be there?
i hate myself. i shouldn't even want to talk in the 1st place.
mae is hating herself worse.
i dont know what to do.
i have so much stuffed inside.
i will cut and not care. i doesn't all fit.
we keep telling Mae, "Maybe next week you can talk." And mae had such a bad weekend, and couldn't
wait to talk to T. But T refused to talk about anything else that's going on except for the certain tihngs they're working on in therapy.
i hate everything.
i hate myself the most.
i wish i was dead. then i wouldn't want anything at all.

jo

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