Balancing Act
The real trick I'm working on is balancing out all the stress I'm under with some time off. Life has been a real balancing act lately.
Bad news has been coming at me time and time again. Things have been immensely difficult the past few weeeks. Inside my head, things have been changing a lot. Its been hard.
Summer vacation is starting now.
I think I may have survived through the most stressful part(I HOPE!) and I'm getting ready to go out and do some fun things. Maybe I can finally get a little bit of a break. There's been so much going on inside, and on the outside. At least right now the "outside" stuff is calming down a bit. That should [in theory] give me time to work on the inside stuff, which is what I REALLY need.
The next few weeks I'm going to try to rest up, relax, and get my mind together a bit. I'm going to spend some time working on handling things better internally, building up some trust inside, and working on improving communication better. Things have gotten a lot better inside, but there is also a lot of work to go... a hard road ahead.
At least now that I'm on vacation,I'm going to have some time to work on things. Even though I still have a lot going on inside, and its going to be hard work, at least I'm going be able to get the chance to work on those things now.
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