Trying to catch up with life
I've been free for 23 hours now ;) and I am loving it. I've been so extremely busy trying to catch up with everything that I missed while I was inpatient. Today my friend and I ran a lot of errands and also got massages, which felt great. My body (muscles) was so tense while being in the hospital though and doing all that therapy that I am STILL SO SORE though... I am one giant ACHE from head to toe. I can barely move at this point. But my mind is in a better place.
I feel like some of the fog that I've been living my life in has been lifted. All my life, and especially the past 10 or 15 years, I've had this dark fog covering my mind, making everything look dark and blurry around me, weighing me down. Now that I have done a LOT of work in the trauma unit, with some very tough and expert therapists who taught me a lot (which I'll get into when I have more time), it feels like my mind is working together a good deal better. It feels as though some of that fog has lifted and I can see more clearly, colors are brighter and more bold, the world looks a little sunnier.
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