not breathing well is a trigger
I have asthma, have since i was little.
not that i was ever taken to the doctor for it.
It got worse and worse over the years.
Currently I also have bronchitis.
I can't breathe very well and I cough a lot.
not being able to breathe is such a trigger
when i was a teenager... i was in bed sleeping one night in my bedroom
i started dreaming that i couldnt breathe.
I COULDNT BREATHE I COULDNT GET ANY AIR
I woke up and THERE WAS A HAND OVER MY MOUTH
there was a large figure standing over me in the dark, hand over my mouth saying "dont scream".
it turns out it was my boyfriend (the asshole)... he had snuck into the house in the middle of the night.
my heart still pounds so hard every time i remember. handovermymouth-handovermymouth-handovermymouth-and I.cant.breathe.
I can never get enough air.
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