Lord,You are my High Priest,and I ask You to loose me from this "infirmity".The abuse I suffered pronounced me guilty and condemed.I was bound-crippled,and could in no wise lift up myself.You have called me to Yourself,and I will come.The anointing that is upon You is present to bind up and heal the brokenness and emotional wounds of the past.You are the Truth that makes me free.Lord,guide me through the steps to emotional wholeness.Father,by Your grace,I forgive my abusers and ask You to bring them to repentance.Forgive me,Father,for self-hattred and self-condemnation.I am Your child.You sent Jesus that I might have life and have it more abundantly.Thank You for the blood of Jesus that makes me whole.In the name of
Jesus I pray,amen.

hey Pilgrim, tis ok, we've been here bfore remember, this is just another phase of the cycle and will pass, at the moment i'm working on accepting these mood shifts. Are you really surprised anyone would want to get away from a situation that's causing them such stress. A normal reaction, we just have further to run / can't run as far from our insiders. We do have a space inside for us on our own though. did you see my picture when we disconnect from ourselves, I call it 'going to the glass' it's a higher level of disconnection simply about wanting some time out and privacy for ourselves individually, that's my humble opinion anyway. Hang on there P, perhaps this taking a break from them isn't a terrible idea. Why dyou think you shouldn't spend some time alone?