A message in my dream last night
Last night I had a very vivid nightmare that I think connects to what is going on, and I believe its a message to me that I need to pay attention to.
Lately I have been having quite a few nightmares about a particular house we lived in when I was 11-12 years old. [Its the house I started puberty in, and some things happened there that I don't want to face or talk about. It was there that the 5 year old first made her appearance, and where the 12 year old came out, and where the Bully was made also. A lot to deal with that I haven't yet.]
Last night I dreamed that my husband and I bought that house and moved back in. In a way it was comforting to be back there, because I do have a few good memories of spending time with my sister there.
But I dreamed that I was sleeping in my old room, and I was awakened by nightmares. In the house, all the doors were opened-- every place where there was a door or drawer of some type, it was opened.
Something had been there.
Some terrible person or force.
I ran outside to get away from it, and slept in my car instead. I locked the car doors and fell back to sleep. It was a Saturday and my husband was at work.
I dreamed that I woke up in my car a couple hours later, and discovered that all the car doors had been opened wide. It scared me so badly. I ran back into the house, and discovered that all the doors and drawers and closets had been opened AGAIN.
Someone or something had been there AGAIN while I was sleeping.
I looked into the opened closets and discovered that a bunch of our old stuff was still in there, although I hadn't known it. Old clothes, old things I had packed away and hidden years ago.
It was still there in the closets and drawers, even though I tried to put it away and hide it and forget about it.... yet there it was, and someone or something was trying to open it all back up and expose it.
Every time I went around the house closing the doors,
I'd go back into the room a moment later and they would all be opened again.
I yelled out loud "Get OUT of my house!! I dont want you here!"
But it still kept happening. And I knew it wasn't going to stop.
OK, OK, I get it. I have to stop denying everything or its going to come back and haunt me. I have to deal with this stuff. Its not going to go away.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under:
OH God,listenig to this has taken me bach to when I was little, and I dreamed that I was at home and the phone upstairs was ringing,so I went upstairs to answer it and when I got up there the phone was off the hook lying on the table and the chair next to it was rocking bach and forth,it was very creepy.
So then a few years later my best friend Lori from next door came over, and we got a phone call from a friend saying she had just called her house and someone picked up the phone but nobody said anything.She said nobodys there,her parents were at work.She was afraid and didnt want to go bach home by herself,so me and my mother went with her.When we got there the doors were all locked,when we went in nobody was inside.The phone in the kitchen was on the hook,so was the one in the living room,so then we went into her bedroom and there was her phone of the hook lying on the table.And that was not a dream.
Scary. I hate dreams like that. Sounds like someone is trying to reach out to you...too bad they can only do it by scaring you.
I have dreams that the lights don't work. I flip the switches and they don't work. Then I realize that someone has been in the house...and my husband is gone and no one is there to protect me and I'm too scared to leave the bedroom to get the phone.
I hate bad dreams. Hope you are okay.
Love,
Your Sis