Hello again. How are you feeling? That picture upsets me,you seem so scared. I cant possibly understand what your going through but I certainly dont believe your possessed by demons,I said tormented by demons,its very different. Demons can mess with our minds in so many different ways,I know,they certainly have tormented me and I know they torment you too. I know that fear is the root of many of our problems and our mind will do just about anything to cover up fear.So many things from our childhood such as fear and trauma are buried beneath the surface. I dont have the same thing you have but I have had a lot of trouble with my identity.I go from feeling like one person to another often.I dont black out and my name doesnt change but I do feel very much like a different person and it does scare me. I go from wanting to be somebody great to not wanting to be anybody at all.Sometimes Im very nice and sweet and sometimes I just dont care about anything.Sometimes I want to live and sometimes I want to die. I have a terrible fear of rejection,I think that comes from my childhood. It makes me not want to be around people.I dont feel comfortable talking about these things with people.These things sound very strange to most people who wouldnt understand. I like to be by myself,it makes me feel better to stay in my room alone and pray. I like to just talk to God about everything Im going through,he understands me and everything Im going through,that gives me peace. You should try it,it would make you feel better,its very calming. Im praying to be delivered and I believe he will deliver me,and I believe he will deliver you too. Ill keep praying for you,and your not a nobody,nothing about you is nobody.God made you somebody very special and dont forget it.Ill see ya later,bye bye.

To the other anonymous commenter-I don't think it's fair to tell someone they will feel better if they pray to God. Those are your beliefs. If God is going to "deliver" everyone - why didn't he do it when I was 5 years old and being raped on a daily basis?

He's not going to deliver everyone,only those who come to him,give their lives to him and ask for deliverence.He never wanted you to suffer,thats why he sent his only son here to suffer and die for you, to save you. He wants you to be healed emotionally and physically. You need to forgive those who hurt you in the past so that God can forgive you. You need to believe that he loves you very much and wants you to be happy,he doesnt want you to hurt. Whether you choose to believe it or not is up to you,but if your heart chooses to seek him you will find him.

I don't think a 5 year old who is being raped needs to be forgiven for anything. This is not a reliogious site and I don't think it's fair to say to people they need to forgive the people who have ripped their lives apart. We're not talking about someone hurting our feelings. We're talking about groups of grown men raping and torturing innocent children. They don't deserve my forgiveness. And if that is what God wants from me in order to "deliver" me, I find that extremely unfair.

Im sorry Missy,I didnt intend to get into an argument with anyone but I just had to answer her. I dont want to make anyone angry,sorry I upset you.