trying to keep occuppied
i'm trying hard to remain in constant motion this weekend.
if i sit still, i start to think.
if i start to think, i might start to feel.
if i start to feel, i am probably going to fall apart.
the 2 minutes i sat down today, i picked up something sharp and started cutting my arm with it, before i realized what i was doing and made myself stop, then heard inside my head someone say: "I have a secret you don't know."
I dont want to be here.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under: Biofeedback
Oh, Sweet Pilgrim,How I ache to read of you giving in to cutting yourself.No, I don't understand the release/relief it brings.I just know it's because my friend(s) are hurting and it makes my heart ache.Hugs & Blessings, Judy