Hi there all,Can S prescribe meds? Can/will she rx the ativan?Hugs, Judy

i felt like run away from my parents cuz today was the day that report card i showed to my parents and they was not that happy and they started scream at me that im stupied and i don't belong in this world the person that said the whole thing was my mom the person that i always talk to is my aunt but she moved

IVE WANTED TO RUN AWAY EVER SINCE I WAS NINE BUT THERE IS LOTS OF THINGS TO THINK ABOUT LIKE SHOULD I TAKE MONEY? WHERE CAN I GO? WHEN CAN I GO? SHOULD I TELL MY BEST FREIND BEFORE I GO? AND THEN THERE'S Another QUESTION SHOULD I GO WHEN MOM IS SLEEPING? OR SHOULD I GO WHEN SHES OUT SHOPPING? I H A T E M Y L I F E ! ! ! !

i want to run away but there is nowhere to go. it's me that i most want to run away from. i am an intelligent and kind person but i always fuk everything up, no matter what it is or where i am. my girlfriend is beautiful and she really loves me, but i behave really badly and hurt her by my destructive behaviour. i am going to jail soon, hopefully only a few months. my faithfull dog of eleven years died yesterday. i wish i was on another planet in another galaxy anywhere but here with me. unlike many other people the pain is not caused by other people it is caused by me. how do i escape from me????

I want to runaway right now because I feel that the best that I do is not good enough. My parents died and I got abused by my aunt and nobody believed me. Even she told a lie that she didn't hit me. I want to runaway, I just don't have any place to go and I am scared. What should I do?

ian.. what u sed.."i REAlLy WANt & NEEd tO RUN AWAy. All My liFE i HAVE BE3N tREAtED liKE3 SHiiHt AND i CANt tAKE iit NO MORE. i CRy liKE EVERyDAi BEFOR i GO0 `2 SlE3P iTSz liKE i AiNT NOtHiNG `2 ANy`1 iN MUH FAMily..ONly My COUSiN ARE tHERE fOR ME BUt iT fEElSz liKE iTSz tHE SAME StUFF i CRy ABOUT SO0 i DUNt kNOW BUt i NEED tO GEt OUTtA DiiHSz BiiTCH" ... thats excatly how i feel n what i do everydae b4 i go sleep

ian.. what u sed.."i REAlLy WANt & NEEd tO RUN AWAy. All My liFE i HAVE BE3N tREAtED liKE3 SHiiHt AND i CANt tAKE iit NO MORE. i CRy liKE EVERyDAi BEFOR i GO0 `2 SlE3P iTSz liKE i AiNT NOtHiNG `2 ANy`1 iN MUH FAMily..ONly My COUSiN ARE tHERE fOR ME BUt iT fEElSz liKE iTSz tHE SAME StUFF i CRy ABOUT SO0 i DUNt kNOW BUt i NEED tO GEt OUTtA DiiHSz BiiTCH" ... thats excatly how i feel n what i do everydae b4 i go sleep

everything u are all seying iz same wid me too
but the wun thing that hurts is that ma dad keeps seying to me that i brought bad luck to the family becoz they had money big houses b4 and wen i was born everything fell apart
n they need to kno that itz not my fault i didnt ask ma self to b brought into this life .. n ani time um out wid my friendz or sum1 um happi wen i cum back home the bad vibes r there my family start on me 4 no reason at all .. n i ran away b4 to my boyfriendz house i was soo happi spending time with hes family but i came home 2 days after and my mum acted as if she wasnt worried um gonna do it agen but never cum back!

I finished uni and start work in 1 week..i hate my life i live at home and hate it there and i hate myself, i want to runaway where i can live away from everyone who knows me...i'm smart pretty and confident have always been treated well but i hate my life i feel suffocated by everyone around me and want to escape. When i was little i would dream of living in the jungle away from people and just live simply. I have never had a bf or any dates and i dont even like my 'friends' that much i just wanna leave them and my life alone and start again somewhere new! is that wrong? Im just running away from myself? right?

the thing is im 17 live in the uk my name is mark and i need to run away but i need someone talk to its not family problems its alot alot worse than that its because my mate used my computer and my emails to buy stuff from his mums credit card and now im going to get done the phone complany blocked my sim yesterday and there tracking me down for somthing my friend did if someone would help me please add me on hax0r4life@hotmail.co.uk and plz im sersiors

I just want to run away because I can not find a job and I feel like such a burden on my husband and I do not know how much longer this can go on. I am such a home body that it almost seems like it is unnatural.
When I was being bothered by my brother-in-law when I was so young I always wanted to run away but I did not know where to go and now I feel the same way but I don't know what to do. I guess I will have to stick it out!!!

It is so tough living where I am living you can not find a job because you can not speak Spanish. I feel like a second class citizen not very important at all. I wish that I could run away but the only thing you can not runaway from yourself. You will always be around no matter where you go.
I love this site you can speak what is in your heart.
THANK YOU!!!

I love this site because it let's people express themselves without the fear of feeling crazy and allows you a certain amount of freedom to express yourself about what you feel inside of yourself without being seen by other people.
By expressing yourself you won't do what you know is wrong and you won't follow through with whatever you want to do that is very wrong.
I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU FOR THIS SITE!!!

I hate my job, my friends have all left me to go to Uni etc and I never really made the effort to see them when they were here. My new work mates are ok, but we have nothing in common. I want to run away, to Italy or Holland, or somewhere else and just be on my own, away from everyone to start all over again, I'm 21, someone help me.

I reached this site because I put in google "i want to run away". I've had another terrible day. My relationship is in a state of ruin and she has already started seeing another guy, and there seems no hope of recovery. I just left a job which I considered below my calibre and cannot find a new one. Today is the perfect day to run away, except its a little cold. But I'm not going to. I will not run, I will not hide. I will face it all tomorrow and the day after, because I accept my responsibilities.

Each one of you, who wrote that they wanted to run away, but did not, is a hero in my eyes. Keep fighting. It will get better or we will die knowing we tried.

"That which does not kill us only makes us stronger"

I wrote i want to run away and here i am....
I recall saying that ive wanted to runaway many times in my. Im still here wishing i could run only now i have a son to look after and canoot leave him because that would be running from my existance..
mostly im confused about the ones i love and forgiving seems harder to do as you get older. At one point in my life I new what i wanted and how i wasto get there but soo much has happened that i dont no what i want anymore.. everything i used to believe in is shit.

i've got to run away. my family hates me my friends wont stop saying hurtful things to me and i just keep screwing evrything up. i dont belong here. im a mistake. i would kill myself but i dont hav the guts to. so soon, im takin some of my moms money, some clothes, and food, and ill b out of here, finally. i just cant take it anymore.

I want to run away too...my sister has played the role of my mom long enough...i am 18 and i have a bf that loves me and is willing and wanting to marry me at any given time...its my call...i get along with his family too...my whole family treats me as though i will always be around...never giving me my own space...i want to live life...its MY life...not theirs...

I feel like running away becuase of everythin...a couple months ago my mom moved me and her 3000 miles away from where i lived my whole likfe. She gave me two months notice and the last 3 days I was there when i told Ii was gonna say good-bye to all my friends she screamed at me...told me to grow up and get over it and blamed all our problems on me. Then when we got here she treated me like i wasnt worth bringing...i go to a more edvanced school and she calls me stupid becuase i cant alway keep up or she says im just like "that drunk of a father of yours" if i could run....i would

I HATE THE WAY MY LIFE IS DAY AFTER DAY I WONDER WHY I WAS BORN MY LIFE HAS BEEN BAD EVER SINCE I WAS RAPED I THOUGHT ABOUT RUNNING AWAY AND NEVER RETURNING BUT THERES 1 THING THATS STOPPING ME MY BROTHER MY MUM IS AN ALCO AND SHE NEVA STOPS YELLING AT US MY DADS NEVER HOME HE WORKS LATE I WISH THAT MY LIFE WAS SO DIFFERENT I SEE PLL AT SKOL SAYIN THAT THEIR LIFE IS SHIT CAUSE THERE MUMS YELL AT THEM
FOR SMOKING AND SHIT LYK THAT AND I THINK TO MYSELF Y DO IT IN THE FIRST PLACE IF U NO UR GANNA GET YELLED AT OR KICKED OUT IF I COULD ONLY RUN AWAY FROM MY PROBLEMS IT WOULD BE GREAT BUT THEN IM STUPID I NEED TOO FACE THEM HEAD ON TO TRY TO FIX THEM THANKS FOR READING THIS I JUST HAD TOO GET IT ALL OUT
SCOTTIEE

i am running away from my family. i have no money and no food but i have the whole world in the palm of my hand. my family is ignorant, critical, prejudice, and arrogant. i can not stand them anymore. i am the youngest of three and i seem to be nothing but a misunderstanding. i can not live with my family anymroe because their negativity is getting to me and i can not live life full of unhappiness. i need to just get the hell away from this little bubble town i live in. i am so sick of feeling used and abused and not appreciated with anything i do for them. i try my hardest to make them proud but it seems like nothing i do will ever match up to their expectations. i am sick of feeling like i am not good enough in my family. i am sick of feeling like i can never do anything right. i sacrafice my friends and my own life for them and they do not see that. they have molded me into conformity and i need to just be set free. i want to see the world and not be couped up in my room crying about what i did wrong or feeling bad about being myself. noone gets me. i want to save teh world i want to help others i want to see through sickness and since my family is unbearably closed minded i do not belong here. i am leaving them i am out of this house i dont care i am sure it will make them happier if i leave anyway.

i am running away from my family. i have no money and no food but i have the whole world in the palm of my hand. my family is ignorant, critical, prejudice, and arrogant. i can not stand them anymore. i am the youngest of three and i seem to be nothing but a misunderstanding. i can not live with my family anymroe because their negativity is getting to me and i can not live life full of unhappiness. i need to just get the hell away from this little bubble town i live in. i am so sick of feeling used and abused and not appreciated with anything i do for them. i try my hardest to make them proud but it seems like nothing i do will ever match up to their expectations. i am sick of feeling like i am not good enough in my family. i am sick of feeling like i can never do anything right. i sacrafice my friends and my own life for them and they do not see that. they have molded me into conformity and i need to just be set free. i want to see the world and not be couped up in my room crying about what i did wrong or feeling bad about being myself. noone gets me. i want to save teh world i want to help others i want to see through sickness and since my family is unbearably closed minded i do not belong here. i am leaving them i am out of this house i dont care i am sure it will make them happier if i leave anyway.

i just want to get away from everything around here. My parents got a divorce and now will argue all the time often getting me and my brother involved, creating a further seperation from my already tragic relashionship with my parents. The arrival of my mums new boyfriend when i came back from holiday was something further i couldnt escape from. He was already moved in when i got back! to top this my nan who has lived with us for the last 10 years passed away...2 weeks after my dads dad..my grandad 3 days later my dads mum my nan passed away also...it feels as though things are gettng too much the insesent arguing around my house topped by the depression of loosing 3 people you loved in 2 months is literally becoming unbareable with no-one to talk to other than my friends who wouldnt and couldnt understand what im going through no matter how many times i try to explain it i dont know where i can go from here... if i had somewhere safe to go i would of left years ago... i just cant do it anymore..

i just want to get away from everything around here. My parents got a divorce and now will argue all the time often getting me and my brother involved, creating a further seperation from my already tragic relashionship with my parents. The arrival of my mums new boyfriend when i came back from holiday was something further i couldnt escape from. He was already moved in when i got back! to top this my nan who has lived with us for the last 10 years passed away...2 weeks after my dads dad..my grandad 3 days later my dads mum my nan passed away also...it feels as though things are gettng too much the insesent arguing around my house topped by the depression of loosing 3 people you loved in 2 months is literally becoming unbareable with no-one to talk to other than my friends who wouldnt and couldnt understand what im going through no matter how many times i try to explain it i dont know where i can go from here... if i had somewhere safe to go i would of left years ago... i just cant do it anymore..

I'm in China and have been living in exile (from the US) for the past 25 years. Many Western countries have turned against their own people. If I go to a US Embassy, I often feel as though I'm the only person in the whole embassy with White skin. The endless State sponsored propaganda tells us that how "racism" is bad, but honestly, if I tried to talk to another of the non-White "Americans" in these Embassies as a fellow American, they would look at me like I was crazy. My fellow "Americans" hate me for having White skin. Last week I was on a bus going through Laos with an Indian girl who has a British passport. My gosh, how badly she spoke of people with White skin. But how many British people with White skin are able to go to India, get a passport and make a life? If I go to Washington, DC, there is a memorial to the "victims" of the Hollocaust, with a message as though "we" were somehow to blame. But, when I go to Israel, I don't know of a single monument (let alone museum) to the people like my Father and Grandfather who gave their lives fighting to end the war (and the Hollocaust). When I see White people in Asia, they will stop with a smile and speak to every street hustler that approaches them. If another White person approaches, they'll go into an instant protection mode. If I go to poor countries with non-White people, I'll find endless examples of where White people have spent their money and efforts to help improve the lives of non-White people. Yet, now that White people are in such a mess, where is a single example non-White people spending their money and efforts to improve the lives of poor White people?

After reading these posts, I thought I might share something I have discovered about life with you guys. Life offers no meaning. Finding meaning in life does not seem to be a blessing, it seems to be an achievement reserved for those who are willing to set long term goals and continue to strive until they achieve their goals.

If you don't know what you want in life, just tell yourself what you would ask for if a genie offered you one wish. What ever you would ask for, make achieving that wish your life's purpose.

If taking the hard road of striving to be the master of your own fate doesn't sound good, accept the fate life gives you and be a servant or employee all of your life. That doesn't sound nice, but it's how life is.

7,000 years ago, someone in Persia wrote:

"The lowest thing a man can do in life, is to bend his back at the command of another man."

i want 2 runa way my mom says mean things like"i regret u" nd it hurts..i love her[[i think]] but i cant live with her anymore its either i runa way or i kill myself i cant make a decision,,da only thing keepin me from death is my best friends nd GOD but i dont think thats srong enough 2 keep me in dis dreadful place..I H A T E M Y L I F E! ! ! ! -karesse

so, i typed in i wanna run away and here i am.......... i basically want to run away because i hate myself and my life. i've never been happy and no one ever gave a shit about me. my mam says its my fault i am the way i am, and all i do is make everyone feel miserable. i couldn't care less about my "friends" and they don't care about me. i feel like i'm suffocating and i just want out. i'm a smart person and i need to get away......

I was born in Arizona and was raised there for 13 years. I live in Texas with my sister. This school is so ghetto. I want to run away back to Arizona.

I want to run away because nothing is right in my life but I wish I had a place to go. My parents making my life miserablee and noone cares about me. All I do is cry everyday and everynight.

ever since i got kicked out of school 4 being out of district my lfe started to suck big time i started this home skool program and its not going good at all im failing all my test and my mom blames me 4 everything even 4 my brothers being irresponsible and they're 19 and 26 and im only 15 so i want to run away i always did ever since i was like 7 or 8 but i dont know where to go i cant go through authorities cuz physically my family has done nothing wrong but mentally im all messed up and i feel itll be better 4 every 1 especially my mother if i was gone not stress 4 her or any body else i just dont feel i should take my life but i want to run away and if a good opportunity pops up i might just do it if im in the right mind set and have a steady place to go..

I first thought this site was about grown women wanting to run away. I have no money, live in a cruddy neighborhood,have a disabled husband, raising one grandkid, and can't work right now due to health and child care problems. Of course I have no health insurance. I also have financial, educational, medical, and shopping responsibilities for 3 other grandkids. I never eat out, go to a movie, talk a walk with someone, or go on any vacations. My life sucks and I want to run away most of the time. Don't end up like me at age 53 with no good job or half an education, a sickly husband, and no money because of it all. Having to raise grandkids makes it even harder.

i typed "i wanna run away" and here i get the opportunity to express myself. i am a regular girl but have always been very underconfident. i have stopped communcating with everyone and now entrapped by my own self. my mum says its all my fault coz i did it to myself. coz of this i've lost my will do anything in life. i have become a vegetable sitting a home and it kills me every second. i cry a lot and its deteriorating my capabilities. can soemone gimme any solution to this...does any one wanna be friends with me? i need someone to talk to

i want to run away so badly but all of these questions come to mind: Where do i go? When do i go? What about money? Food? The reason i want to run away is mostly beacause of my mom. All she does is scream and yell at me, call me names, and makes me work 24/7. She NEVER considers my feelings at all when it comes to any situation. I even told her once i wanted to run away and she laughed and joked about it. Sometimes i think to myself, "Lord, just kill me now, please, if you dont, i will."

i am only 13 yr old but i wanna get away from all this dumb sh1t cuz my mom never gets me and my dad is never there for me, they always say that wait till im where they are so i can feel them all i can say to that is i won't be like that. they always yell at me like everyday. the question is i don't know where to go and where to stay. if i did id be gone by now and live my life. my life seems very dumb.. and it seems like im jus here to stay here. life seems like a game to me. so i cant till this ends. to all these people i feel u guys alot

my dad told me not to forget anything. i forgot my lunch box in school. he yelled saying how forgetful and stupid i am. im not thinking of running away. i am running away

my dad told me not to forget anything. i forgot my lunch box in school. he yelled saying how forgetful and stupid i am. im not thinking of running away. i am running away

I am 23 and in my final year of university ( i have about 6 weeeks left). I want to run away from everything, I wont because I love my family too much but I know Im failing my degree, Ive been struggling through this is whole year and I try and sit there and do my design work but nothing comes out. Im so miserable and want to leave because im scared that im going to fail and dissappoint my parents and myself (im not a failer) but if i run away ill just disappoint evberyone even more as it just shows how weak I am. I dont know what to do, im scared and ashamed.
To all of you others I just want to say you cant run away because of petty arguaments you may have had with your parents- they only shout because they care. (in most cases) and if you do, be safe.

I want to run away, and i will. I live in Maine, and im going to MASS, anyone want to come?
is planned for june 2009.

I want to run away, and i will. I live in Maine, and im going to MASS, anyone want to come?
is planned for june 2009.

I am 20 years old. The urge to run away has been chasing me for too long. I have a good life and enough to be grateful for, but the pain of my responsibilities and the uncertainty of my future is becoming unbearable. The stress of everyday life is too much. I want to travel the world with a passion. I want to write, love, experience the new with a passion. A little home and a steady job would become- maybe sooner, maybe later, but certainly one day- a cage. What do I want to run away from? My house, my parents, my present, certainly, but more troublingly, my future.

Life is important you shouldnt curse it you need to stop caring about everyone elses opinion and start caring about yourself, you cant choose where you came from but you can choose where your going.

i am running away but i dont know were i am 16 and my name is lacey i dont know when but if anyone wants to come email me katie009@hotmail.co.uk and you can come to i need to get away

My mom always yells at me for things that aren't even my fault and my brother makes fun of me all the time and I just hate it here. I want to run away and I think I will.

i really wanna runaway but im only 13 and i have no idea how- i feel trapped in my house- yes igo loads of places but i cannot go anywhere on my own- i am literlly trapped all day- i cannot even go to see the movies wid my bestfriend- i am so upset becasue my mum is so nice to me but i feel like so fed up latley with my family- my mum cares too much- im scared ill never have enough independence- i am considered 'differnet' at school- i cannot believe im saying this- but i jsu twant to start life anew. ive alredy done so many bad things in my life and i feel guilty- i feel guilty now as i rite this- How can i runawya with nothing or no-one. Im so trapped- i feel like rupunxel except thers no prince charming for me! please understand me i jsut ask u that - to understand me please and give your best to help me. i feel so guiltyy but i just want out :( (m y email is going to be changed in a few days maybe)

There was a time I wanted to die, too! However, maybe this sign has helped me make changes away from negative ppl. including family, so that I could reach my own goals and not those that have been given to me by my parents. I learned at a young age that I really could not depend on them or others. It was my time to break free and truely live. Wish me luck! xx Also, I wish all the rest of you a wonderful future in unknown territory. All you have to do is try.... :)It is damn scary, but life would be boring if we did not dare to dream....

There was a time I wanted to die, too! However, maybe this sign has helped me make changes away from negative ppl. including family, so that I could reach my own goals and not those that have been given to me by my parents. I learned at a young age that I really could not depend on them or others. It was my time to break free and truely live. Wish me luck! xx Also, I wish all the rest of you a wonderful future in unknown territory. All you have to do is try.... :)It is damn scary, but life would be boring if we did not dare to dream....